after watching lots of snsd videos
i just want to immerse myself in the happiness of the world
when unhappy things happen
i just tune out and look for sources where i can feel that there is still hope
while this maybe bad for me
since it is an escape
but i don't want to change
it wasn't easy to feel that doing your best was enough and there was no other way that it could have happened
to feel that happy things could really materialise

i pray that this feeling won't go away ~
fighting!!