after so much time and effort
i've finally done it
despite being so close to failure
18 points and 1 free count
thanks to the free count i didn't fail
the tester was also lenient enough
but i guess at the end of the test he was quite irritated
maybe cause i didn't go fast enough and he was on a tight schedule
didn't even bother to go through the mistakes with me
but oh well
passed my tp =D

now that i'm finally done with driving lessons
i think i can now focus on the other areas such as shaping up and learning a few other skills
maybe... like cooking?
i've always wanted to cook my own meal
cause i can control what goes in to it
of course during this period i've thought of several mix of ingredients that i want to try out
not just your everyday food like pastas or some rice dish
i wanna create my own
maybe next time you'll see my own restaurant being set up

today is one of the days that i've played basketball to this level of being fired up
it was mighty frustrating enough that i couldn't concentrate enough to shoot the ball into the hoop
i also couldn't catch up to the speed of the opponent
something that hasn't happened for a while
must be these few days of slacking

today something unexpected also happened
a friend who hasn't been in contact with me for maybe
since the start of ns till now
invited me to her birthday party
coincidentally she arranged on the same day as another friend
now this is where all the awkwardness comes in
it's like you only know the hostess and no one else
and your socializing skill is so bad
so you become the lonely outstanding person
you want to leave the scene but you want to give the hostess some face
so you stay and become the loner in the crowd
happened once but it wasn't so bad then because that friend's friend came to talk to me although i was a bad conversationalist
but i seriously doubt the same thing is going to happen here
unless the other mutual friends come
so there
the complains and joys of today


ja!