i was watching we got married episode 40
where the marbi couple were at the top of a mountain catching the sunrise
man
i felt cold for them
so much snow
and imagine 6 layers of clothes
if you wore that much in sg
i think you would have died
before you reached the 5th
haha
looks like i would have to give my japan/korea life a great big thought
i cant stand the cold
haha
ja

so far the % has been hovering around 22-23% with no significant improvement
more has to been done
ahhhh !!!

my phone went for a swim
and soon
it went into comatose
it was only about 2 days later that we decided to send it to the hospital
unfortunately
they pronounced it dead on arrival
rest in peace
my camera-less phone
i will always keep the memories of you playing music, sending smses, handling calls, keeping time and remembering all the events for me
you have been a great aid
you will be missed



on the other hand
i would like to welcome a new addition to the family
the LG GD900
woots
i have been keeping a lookout for this phone for quite a while
the demise of the old phone although was earlier than expected
but i welcome the change nonetheless
i like the crystal touchpad and all
looks so delicate
it could just break in the hands of a ruffian like me
haha
JUST LOVE THE NEW PHONE =D

when i thought 22.7 was bad
over the last few days i measured 23.9% highest
like what the fuck
i really don't know what the fuck is wrong with my workouts or diet
fuck this and everything else

I hate it when I get punished for crimes I did not commit
I hate it when I have to be there 24/7 to answer for everyone
I hate it when I only get 14 hrs left of my off day


I could have killed some people when they gave me fucked up attitude when changing passes
I could have killed that Chinese when he pulled me when I was dribbling and claimed he did not
I could have killed that person guarding me was playing rough with me


So much desire to kill
So much desire to be the omnipotent and omniscient
So much desire to be free

like seriously what the FUCK
after all that effort i've put in to lose weight
i'm still FUCKING OVERWEIGHT
FUCKING 22.7% body fats

for a while before i bought my new weighing machine
i thought
hmm
maybe it's muscle mass
BUT FUCK NO
it's FUCKING FATS

WHY THE FUCK IS THIS FUCKING HAPPENING
WHY THE FUCK DOES THE FUCKING FATS WONT FUCKING GO AWAY
FUCK

hmm
nothing like posting on your own blog
where no one comes to see
perhaps i should make a private blog
but then again
i think i kinda like it when people come here once in a while
maybe not so soon then

recently i have been doing a lot of upgrading?
haha
i've done a lot of exercises to make that six packs more prominent
i dunno why but it seems to be just staying there without improvement
perhaps it's too much fats covering it up
i should remember to get that fat analyzer

about 2 days ago i went to look for just that
surprisingly it was very rare
i thought i could get it from like stores like best or courts
i found none
but then i remembered to look for it at pharmacies like guardian and watson's
luckily it was selling in guardian ( I think)
but guess what
it was out of stock
so much for the effort put into looking for it
but at least now i know where it can bought

i've also been watching a lot of videos online
MIT physics lecture videos and how to play the piano videos
though i haven't got very far yet
i feel like i've accomplished something
perhaps it's not procrastinating


i've also gotten quite a bit of bug bites
itchy and the marks just won't go away
perhaps i'm too sweet?
haha


many people's birthdays are coming and somehow i feel that my pocket is going to have a big hole burned in it
but this may not be a bad thing because
it's coming to the end of the year which signals the coming of the end of slavery
yes
that dreadful obligation to the country which i think serves no purpose
no big thank you
no market rate pay
heck we don't even get the leaves available outside
say hello to ord!
=D

ah. if anyone has got a job lobang please tell me
preferably some office work
lol
i'd hate to sweat it out doing manual labour
AGAIN.

ja!

after so much time and effort
i've finally done it
despite being so close to failure
18 points and 1 free count
thanks to the free count i didn't fail
the tester was also lenient enough
but i guess at the end of the test he was quite irritated
maybe cause i didn't go fast enough and he was on a tight schedule
didn't even bother to go through the mistakes with me
but oh well
passed my tp =D

now that i'm finally done with driving lessons
i think i can now focus on the other areas such as shaping up and learning a few other skills
maybe... like cooking?
i've always wanted to cook my own meal
cause i can control what goes in to it
of course during this period i've thought of several mix of ingredients that i want to try out
not just your everyday food like pastas or some rice dish
i wanna create my own
maybe next time you'll see my own restaurant being set up

today is one of the days that i've played basketball to this level of being fired up
it was mighty frustrating enough that i couldn't concentrate enough to shoot the ball into the hoop
i also couldn't catch up to the speed of the opponent
something that hasn't happened for a while
must be these few days of slacking

today something unexpected also happened
a friend who hasn't been in contact with me for maybe
since the start of ns till now
invited me to her birthday party
coincidentally she arranged on the same day as another friend
now this is where all the awkwardness comes in
it's like you only know the hostess and no one else
and your socializing skill is so bad
so you become the lonely outstanding person
you want to leave the scene but you want to give the hostess some face
so you stay and become the loner in the crowd
happened once but it wasn't so bad then because that friend's friend came to talk to me although i was a bad conversationalist
but i seriously doubt the same thing is going to happen here
unless the other mutual friends come
so there
the complains and joys of today


ja!