this period as i remember last year
was one of much... unhappiness
really retarded sispec training
and the waiting for the uni application

we were under the canopy in a heavy rain
sitting on the mud waiting for our turn
just talking about how useless we were
and ending each grumble with a wtf

seems like every memorable event in sispec
had something to do with the rain
perhaps it's cause the rain had allowed us to stop
and to share our thoughts

the drops of chilling rain
reminded us of cruel reality was
reminded us of how alive we were on the outside
but how dead on the inside

for that i thank my sispec buddies for bringing me through that phase


ja!