these days
i have a feeling that I'm being monitered
it's so tragic
and when the people you think you can trust turn their back on you
what do you do

anyway
went for my medical appt this afternoon
rushed down from cck to simei
had lunch with ki
ordered a cheezy bbq meltz
cause not enough time for a proper meal
anyway
in that meltz
was one big chunk of charcoal or whatever you wanna call it
sick

it wasn't much
except that
my numbers shock me
despite the level of activity i have been maintaining these few weeks
the number was just skyhigh
im disturbed
but anyway
i have 2 followups
and they're going to cost me.
argh.

and yesterday
i FINALLY job advanced
cool
it was kinda draggy travelling here and there
but I survived
haha.

there's this 25 random things going around on fb
i read one of them and what i saw disgusted me
the world has ugly people



yawnz

today!
played dota until i was so engrossed
i didnt notice my friend was honking at me
haha

Then then
went swimming at ki's
to kinda perfect my butterfly stroke
it's improved significantly
i now splash less water
=D
followed by a lunch session at fish and co
at first we took mrt to tampines to eat billy bombers
but it was closed
so i suggested that we go down to tm's basement to get something to eat
which was fish and co, mos and pu tien
i suggested fish and co but ki didnt want
so we ended up taking a taxi to parkway
and finally deciding upon fish and co
the seafood platter for 2 is like damn lot
and is actually 3 guys servings
well, enough for cj ki and i
ki's idea of lunch.
XD

At parkway i met on of my bmt friend
but all i did was
Sean! Hi.
and the world continued spinning

ki rightly noted that is that how i greeted people
it wasn't the first time
there was another occasion
when i went on my 4 hrs cycling round east of sg unknowingly
without food, water, phone, money
just me and my bike
i met weebeng and merrick
people i knew in sec sch
weebeng called out to me
Robin!
and i went
Oh! Hello.
continue cycling
Hi Merrick.
continue cycling
the end.
like LOL
what was that?

I think i need to work on my greetings
haha
ja!

finally finished course
i think it was a nice break from the shift duty
but it's also nice to be going back
since i can now do what i want
as in exercise
during the course i felt really unfit
the lack of duty
but but
at that point of time
i realised i could do 4 backhand pullups
and achievement!
yay!

and today
i went to swim
tried the butterfly stroke
lol
only managed to do half a lap
and i think i was splashing alot of water
and didnt really move forward
but
i think it is really the craziest style i've tried
my back muscles are now sore
hah

ja!

it seems like there is some sort of problem with my internet connection
i cant load my hotmail properly

oh well.
anyway
happy new year to all =D
hope that a great future awaits us all

they say that having new year resolutions actually don't help
but still i'm going to put to actions what i said i would do

had a class gathering on friday
nice catch up with the girls who don't turn up frequently
and i must say i didnt expect myself to stay till morning
thanks to melissa for the car ride

and really
these few days
i have problems getting enough sleep
first is that im afraid that some restless people might spring suprise spotchecks on us
second my people gets on with their activity late into the night
and it isn't sound proof
so my sleep is disturbed

and another thing that bugs me
is the lack of fitness facilities
like pullup bar
it's almost like they want us to get fat and fail our ippt
in which it is already happening to my people
i guess im the only one who is fighting against this evil force
and well
it kinda outcast me from the group
because my goals greatly differ from them

finally
the application of uni courses
though i have made up my mind that i want to take
material science and econs double
firstly it's a double
secondly i have searched some forums seeking for advice and it doesn't seem rosy for me
so it's kinda double whammy
and i have yet to do my research on the other courses that i want to apply for
dear me

i think i should go on a more fruity diet
cut down on carbs.
yeah

that'll be all
ja!