yesterday i went to a christmas party
dorcas' cellgroup held it
it was quite fun
the host had a clear idea of what to do
like there were activities
instead of just going there to eat
but maybe i just lack experience
the people are quite friendly
and it wasn't so awkward

and the afro!
one of the first few things that i saw when i entered the house was the afro
i kinda got a shock because
you know
just how many non-muslims, non-african(-american) keeps an afro
but it was just a wig la

not forgetting the jolene lookalike
im serious.
posture, voice and background quite similar too ~
maybe it's her long lost sister?
haha


ja!

Yesterday was quite a happening day
went to play ball in the morning
and realised that we're all really old men now
only after a few hours of playing ball
we're all dying to get substituted out
whereas a few years back we were all dying to get substituted in

then we had a gathering at jo's house
it was much fun
almost as fun as the times we had in jc
except that now we're moving on to real time forfeits
im glad that as a class, we didn't completely lose contact with each other
i must say that it is beyond my expectations that we had remained this close
none of my previous classes were like that

but there's something that bugs me
the fact that melissa said that her friend said i was staring at her when i didnt was really annoying
perhaps it's just my face?
i really tried to be more friendly and stuff
less of those kind of people who would make someone else uneasy unless i meant for it to happen
but apparently im still, well, me.


ja!

it's four plus in the morning and i'm wide awake
i had some terrible stomachache last night and i felt like puking
i did. for one time
it felt like my ribs were crushing my innards
and guess what
i had some chest pain over the heart area at like three plus
i think i'm going to see a doctor later
maybe it's an underlying heart problem
in case i don't make it
i love you all
=D

and well
it sure feels good to have a computer up and running again
ja!

had a great time on monday ~
really fun day
singing and meeting up with the nostalgic faces

i guess we've all grown in some ways
it's clearly reflective in the conversations

i'm very grateful for you guys
cause people come and go
you guys are one bunch of people who come and stays
and it all started with bridge?
haha


oyasuminasai?
ja!

I guess if there's someone that's better than you
there's bound to be someone that's lousier than you

So do you treat them with pity?
or do you exterminate them
those with lower level thinking skills and act rashly
disgusting beings who do not know where they stand

one side of me tells me that i should live and let live
the other
tells me to make it difficult for him such that he'll never be able to stand back up again
crush him, his ego and all




2009 is coming.
ja!