How are you feeling today?

tong xin(if im right) - xian zai... bu yao fen shou

never been anywhere near there. and relationships are like the last things i'd be thinking today.


Will you get far in life?

No scrubs - TLC

If you don't have a car and you're walking
Oh yes son i'm talking to you
If you live at home wit' your momma
Oh yes son i'm talking to you (baby)
If you have a shorty that you don't show love
Oh yes son i'm talking to you (yea yea yea yea...)
Wanna get with me with no money
Oh no i don't want no (oh)

thats about as far i'd go. owned. no car, no home, no shorty, no money. how far is that


How do your friends see you?

Session - Linkin Park

emo music. they see me as emo. im emo incarnate.



Will you get married?

Up against the wall - N'Sync

i think this means ill get a girl. but wont get married.



What is your best friend's theme song?

Luo Mei Lin - Bu Tong Duo Hao

I know this sounds sad but I don't have a best friend. Just friends. and good friends.



What is the story of your life?

Zhang Dong Liang - Wan An, Bao Bei

I don't recall hearing something like that before.
perhaps it's time to sleep now.



What was high school like?

Ice Ice Baby - Vanilla Ice

by the lyrics, it seems like i had a party
but my wmp just didnt produce any sound
hmmm



What's in store this weekend?

Go - Moby

Clubbing?
no i dont club.



How's your life going?

Renegade - Jay Z

living like a renegade... noooo



How can you get ahead in life?

Just a lil bit - Too Phat ft Warren G

dope. bit by bit



Whats the best thing about your friends?

Beautiful Girl - some korean name

ok. i guess they are beautiful.



What song will they play at your funeral?

Kiss of Life - Olivia Ong

How. Ironic. My life sounds nothing like the lyrics



How does the world see you?

Sexy, naughty, bitchy - Tata young

ROFLMAO.



Will you have a happy life?

A Whole New World - Peabo Bryson and Regina Belle

sounds like i will =)



Do people secretly lust after you?

Music of my heart - N'sync ft gloria estafan

I think it's a positive. Haha



How can you make yourself happy?

Tomorrow - Avril Lavigne

tomorrow is a different day =)



What should you do with your life?

Home - Chris Daughtry

Yeah. I should be staying at home.



Will you ever have children?

Butterfly - Wada Kouji

okie. er. i guess not.



what song would you strip to?

Big Girls DOn't Cry - Fergie

It's hard to imagine.



What does your mum think of you?

Sha Shou@ Xu - Lin Jun Jie

Assasin. cool



What is your deep, dark secret?

Sweet Memories - Olivia

Dark and sweet dont go together...



What is your mortal enemy's theme song?

Luo Mei Lin - Bu Neng Shuo Zou Jiu Zou

Must be another emo person.



What is your personality like?

Into the Ocean - Blue October

I guess i do like freedom. my unbridled nature.



What song will be played at your wedding?

Wanted Dead or Alive - 2pac and Snoop dogg

thats like... so no way

first off.
really big sorry to mielin for not being able to make on monday cause i was having a great headache.
Sorry.

next.
happy belated birthday to jo.
im no good at remembering birthdays.
Sorry

third.
i've received all three universities' letters of rejection
this is probably the lowest point in my life.
know where to go
nowhere to go
plus all the unluckiness in the world seems to pour out on me
that i should be posted to the same company that i have always wanted to get out of
and to the vocation i least wanted to go
in the spare time that i could squeeze out when waiting to rush
i stare into blank space and start to remember all the times i have experienced despair
how i dug my own grave with my own hands
and how i am doing it once again.








the weight of the world bears upon my soul

things just cant get worse.

posted to aslc. which means more outfield
and i simply dread outfield.
dear readers. outfields is where i lost my 14 kg
i lose all my appetite outfield
the only consolation is that there is a 4 day rnr in taiwan
taimei!

and theres yet to be any news of uni posting.
i think it is pretty much gone case.













save me

4 days of forest, over
lovely bugs that suck a tad lot of blood out of you, gone
civilization is like the best place to be


so er...
i now weigh 70kg
that makes it a grand total to 14 kg lost
*applause in the background

nothing much to say actually
and i find that my lingual ability has regressed
and i actually took about 3 minutes to think of the appropriate word
which brings me to my point
on thursday
i said ' i actually am ...' with much incoherence
and i thought about it
and realised it should have been 'i am actually...' without looking like im autistic trying to piece word by word to form a sentence.

point: ns makes you suffer from lingual atrophy