ok
2 weeks has gone and past
18 years has gone so fast

right
a lvl yr has finally come
and its tragic to know how i wasted my holidays not doing anything meaningful enough to prevent further tragedies
such as not making it for the yr
today has been one such day that made me realize that the pace is really fast
and if i dont start soon
id be overwhelmed by homework
and then ill be stressed again cause im not performing to my expectations
but for what its worth
i think putting my 100% isnt enough
cause there is no 100% to speak of
juggling basketball trainings, studies and friends
these are the 3 main 'things' in my life
family doesnt count
cause no matter what
its always there
no matter how far i tend towards basketball
my family will always be supportive
its kinda weird saying this here
i dont normally drag family into my entries

anyway
today is a great start
ive spent sometime at the gym, the court, and the classroom
and it has dawned on me how much i have to catch up
all three areas

enough said
i wont be blogging that often
its an effort to stay offline and focus on studies
so hopefully you guys wont mind
yup thats about all