played against tpjc today
in my heart i know we were thrashed
that aside
i played only 2 times each time less than 3 mins
which is telling something
that im not gd enough as compared the other guys
and the coach thought i was playing around
does he not know underneath the smile lies a serious being?
not his fault actually
not everyone can understand
and especially after i made 4 shots and none of them went in
hmm
i wanna be the best there is
studies, basketball and physical
but im afraid that ill get too serious again
hold things too tightly again
someone needs to teach me how to smile again
and especially now
its not the best of times now to be making that mistake again
thats all folks
in my heart i know we were thrashed
that aside
i played only 2 times each time less than 3 mins
which is telling something
that im not gd enough as compared the other guys
and the coach thought i was playing around
does he not know underneath the smile lies a serious being?
not his fault actually
not everyone can understand
and especially after i made 4 shots and none of them went in
hmm
i wanna be the best there is
studies, basketball and physical
but im afraid that ill get too serious again
hold things too tightly again
someone needs to teach me how to smile again
and especially now
its not the best of times now to be making that mistake again
thats all folks
1:48 am
deathnote !!!
L is so cool
ryuk is so retarded but funny le...
the next one's going to be better i reckon
and theres lots of great movies coming up
covenant
aragon
wa
i cant wait !
L is so cool
ryuk is so retarded but funny le...
the next one's going to be better i reckon
and theres lots of great movies coming up
covenant
aragon
wa
i cant wait !
10:39 pm
got back math, chinese and gp today
all just passed... phew
tml got econs
can prepare to die liao
and the haze really sucks
no training today
postponed to tomorrow
haiz
thats all folks...
all just passed... phew
tml got econs
can prepare to die liao
and the haze really sucks
no training today
postponed to tomorrow
haiz
thats all folks...
8:46 pm
its not your fault that you are good
its my fault that im not good enough
its not your fault that you are so talented
its my fault for not learning so many things
its not your fault that you were unable to do certain things
its my fault for not considering your inabilities
its not your fault that you always look happy
its my fault that i am unable understand why
its not your fault that im always in depression
its my fault that i always compare myself with others
its just my my fault things are happening this way
its my fault that im not good enough
its not your fault that you are so talented
its my fault for not learning so many things
its not your fault that you were unable to do certain things
its my fault for not considering your inabilities
its not your fault that you always look happy
its my fault that i am unable understand why
its not your fault that im always in depression
its my fault that i always compare myself with others
its just my my fault things are happening this way
11:14 pm
the exams aare finally over...
yes
time to go out and play
ok wait
somethings wrong
whats up with the bloody haze?
idiots
purposely trying to make life difficult for me
but anyway
today enjoyed the basketballing session
7 hrs in the sun and the haze --'
now im like a smoked lobster
hm
im thinking of going to gym and swimming but
i wanna find people to go with me le
otherwise damn sian de
hmmm
thats all folks.
yes
time to go out and play
ok wait
somethings wrong
whats up with the bloody haze?
idiots
purposely trying to make life difficult for me
but anyway
today enjoyed the basketballing session
7 hrs in the sun and the haze --'
now im like a smoked lobster
hm
im thinking of going to gym and swimming but
i wanna find people to go with me le
otherwise damn sian de
hmmm
thats all folks.
11:45 pm
the exams aare finally over...
yes
time to go out and play
ok wait
somethings wrong
whats up with the bloody haze?
idiots
purposely trying to make life difficult for me
but anyway
today enjoyed the basketballing session
7 hrs in the sun and the haze --'
now im like a smoked lobster
hm
im thinking of going to gym and swimming but
i wanna find people to go with me le
otherwise damn sian de
hmmm
thats all folks.
yes
time to go out and play
ok wait
somethings wrong
whats up with the bloody haze?
idiots
purposely trying to make life difficult for me
but anyway
today enjoyed the basketballing session
7 hrs in the sun and the haze --'
now im like a smoked lobster
hm
im thinking of going to gym and swimming but
i wanna find people to go with me le
otherwise damn sian de
hmmm
thats all folks.
11:45 pm
hmmm
tomorrow is the first paper
and the last paper is on friday
two papers on both days
oh well
tomorrow are the essay based subjects
gp and econs
and then theres
geog on tuesday
chinese on wednesday
break on thursday
maths and physics on friday
and after that is PARTY!!!
well not really
have to go and run and play a bit
i think i have been gaining a fair bit of weight these days
dont really play basketball anymore
argh !
its killing me
oh well
its just another 5 days
anyway
had a lil chat with wc ytd
didnt know we had so much in common
lol
ok thats all folks.
tomorrow is the first paper
and the last paper is on friday
two papers on both days
oh well
tomorrow are the essay based subjects
gp and econs
and then theres
geog on tuesday
chinese on wednesday
break on thursday
maths and physics on friday
and after that is PARTY!!!
well not really
have to go and run and play a bit
i think i have been gaining a fair bit of weight these days
dont really play basketball anymore
argh !
its killing me
oh well
its just another 5 days
anyway
had a lil chat with wc ytd
didnt know we had so much in common
lol
ok thats all folks.
5:09 pm