1 month !
wow
ok
not that much to blog about anyway
been quite busy these days
study . . .
not that anyone would come to my blog and see anything here
everyone's busy
study . . .

but whats the point in doing all these
have you ever wondered, this is anything but life?
as living things
our sole purpose is to make sure our species dont die off
as humans beings
we no longer have that as our primary purpose
our primary purpose is to live well
give ourselves the best
everything comes with pros and cons
because we do away with the hardships of survival
e.g hunting for food, etc
we have come to accept this way of life is the normal
thus anything more
is what we call hardship
small things are amplified
thats why things seem so difficult
my guess would be
if monkeys were to be our place
working hard for the things they want
they might just live it off without stress
but
its not their way of life
they will be stressed if placed in such environment
ive seen many reports
and it seems to suggest
us going against nature was a wrong decision
undeniably, intelligence is a good thing
but the things we introduced from development
cars, shoes, electricity and even cooked food
has weakened us
we would be fitter if we were to live without cars
much healthier too, with all that pollution issues arising
without shoes, we would get less injuries
sprained ankles, knee problems
running barefooted cures all these problems
electricity
i am not sure whether this is true
but its a hunch
electricity, because they induce em waves
has been altering with the human body
thats why
diseases such as cancers and every other sickness
are more prevalent now than in the past
why is it, although we have better technology
which is supposed to better our lives
we are falling sick more often?
cooked food
its something i read off a book
because we were made to eat things raw
but we now make things go through heat and stuff
killing bacteria, no doubt
but in the process we lose valuable minerals
and we make up with artificial flavourings
is that one of the reasons we are more sick now?

which brings me to my point
whats the use of this endless studying
sleepless nights
when in the end
its how you lived your life that matters more than anything else
at the end of your life
nobody's going to care whether you got infinite degrees
its what you do with those degrees
put it to good use

no doubt
we all want happiness from a better life
but are you feeling happy now
can you even guarantee a better life from all these incessant mugging
live a life full of regrets?
and die a death full of regrets?

what i want in life is a happy family
live comfortably
and die without regrets

man im doing that now
studying isnt that much of a focus in my life
im more of looking for my perfect girl
as time goes by
im more and more aware of what type of girl i want
i used to be those
"love at first sight" person
of course i wont be saying what type of girl i like here
like they said plan far
dont believe in chances
take what you have
do what you want
you only got one shot

i think with this mindset
ill cut down the possibility of having regrets
yup thats all folks