everyday wake up at 6
go into the bath with semi open eyes
the warmth of the running water soons puts me back to sleep
after what seem like an eternity in bliss
i wake up to the slowly cooling running water
i know ive been there long enough
picks up the toothbrush and starts brushing
while admiring that so out of shape body in the blurred mirror
when everything is done
get out of the bathroom
and finds a lil kid on the floor waiting
my bro
then go to the dining table and picks up whatever food is laid there
in the midst of having breakfast
picks up the newspaper to see if anything exciting has happened
most of the time, nothing
now that the nba finals has already ended
the read only takes about 10 minutes
and thats about it to finish breakfast
goes to my room and look at the mess
and thinks
haiz
this is yet another boring day
gets changed
pack my bag
and heads to the other toilet to style my hair
which is getting increasing hard to
then go down and take my father's car to school
puts on the earphones of the mp3
and starts going back to sleep
probably 15 minutes or so
i reach the dreaded place of hell
everyone still hasnt reached school yet
it sucks to reach so early
goes to the toilet to see the hairdo is still alright
and i go to find a classroom to sleep in
however theres only like 10 minutes to sleep
cant get much sleep
and goes to the mornin assembly
listen to the councillor drag on and on
see successful people walk up the stage, receive prizes from the principal
and the sianness begins
goes to lessons
find a comfortable place under the fan
listen to the teacher drone on and on
its like the wind
one moment its in my head
the other, its gone
crap a bit here and there to try and lift the siansation
but most of the time, it only does so for about 3 minutes before the effects wear off
and during the breaks
its like another pointless period
of course can get to try and fill the ever so empty stomach
but the cost of doing so is escalating
i have to drink more water to curb the urge
so many things in mind that i want to buy
but the money is the problem
so now im like trying to save a bit here and there
anyway, the remaining time is spent daydreaming
thats why i said its pointless
then i wait for the bell to ring
before going to the next sian period
lectures are worse than tutorials
so many people
futhermore you lose more if you dont pay attention
and everyday is spent looking forward to after school
cause most of the time theres basketball training
1,3,4
2 is spent on conditioning
things like running a lot, push ups situps and a bit of basketball training of my own
5 is the only day im free
but most of the time people will wanna try and fill this day up
anyway
i tried to get people to study from 7 - 9 everyday in sch
prepare for the promos
but the response has been quite disappointing
most of them say that they have nothing to study
leading me back to the 'im the only one that matters'
selfish thoughts
and when i get home after a day's work
damn tired
so i get a bath
enjoy the warmth of the running water again
its damn enjoyable
in the bath
theres no need to think about anything
its just about you
and then after coming out
take a quick meal and go to sleep
most of the time its 2 hrs
and i wake up
then on the com and start doing hw
what i see online is also sian
no one updating their blogs
no one tagging anyone anymore
my friendster has hardly changed in the course of the last few months
on msn
theres a lot of people online
but 99% are people that i have nothing to talk about, too busy to talk
only 1% are those that i really want to talk to
but everyone is busy with their own stuff
and the more you talk everyday
the less topic you have each following conversation
the worse is when you want to talk to that person
and he/she says i gtg
its like wtf
seriously
i dont like it
i know sometimes you are really busy
but at least say a few sentences before going?
where got ppl say i gtg as greeting?
its offensive
anyway
the only comforts that the com gives
is music and videos
i dont know how ill live if theres no music
videos is when im a bit sick of the music
or when i need inspiration for my basketball
and after everything is done
go to sleep
in 24 hrs
i wanna do everything
trying to improve hr
but it seems
instead of everything, nothing is done
instead of improving hr, im drifting further from people
my life is a terrible mess
screwed up sch life
screwed up normal life
the only thing that keeps me going is the music
and the little happiness that i derive when the little box pops up
when a friend says hi
they say its the little things in life that matters
i now feel that its true
so next time, when a friend comes online
remember to say hi
cause you'll never know how much sparkle you are adding to his/her life
yupyup
thats all folks...