mielin : nice to see you back ! =) anyway contract bridge... im not cut out for it. i just cant get anything into my head. what 2 spades, 6 points... you get the idea

been chatting online for a few hours
one of the longest ever
feeling so much lighter
not so much of a burden anymore
thanks so much
and for the first time in so many weeks
i just slept after lying on the bed

and woke up at 830
basketball training
was so rushed
didnt even bathe
just brushed my teeth
got changed and went out
but still about 15 minutes late
for the first time in so many weeks
i finally get to get on the mj court again
the feel of the ball is so shuang
although we all have regressed significantly
then we play lots of 5 v 5
i think thats nice
cause we get to feel the importance of teamplay
and not reckless soloing
and after that
sunburnt !
wah...
its like i put on make up or something
peach shade


got home
need to sleep already
but so hot
needed the aircon
and woke up at 5 to meet derek
but was late
cause i was supposed to meet him at 5
XD
play ball again
that session although wasnt one of the best that we had
seeing that he hadnt touched the ball for 1 month
but i thought it was good to just slack a bit
i would have just become angry if i was the old me
ppl change i suppose


it was on the courts
when suddenly i felt
my life wasnt the same anymore
something was not right
maybe it was that little girl
reminded me of her


im sorry but im really trying hard not to think of her
just that everywhere
theres like a little thing that brings back memories
maybe you're right
scorpios think too much
and a great tad emotional
anyway
im quitting maple
after all this time
i think that maple had driven me
away from my life
yup.
thats all folks