Today
was supposed to go for training at 8
but overslept till noon
oh well
but in the afternoon have lessons
pon
i couldnt show my face if i didnt go for training in the morning
otherwise they would take it that i just didnt want to go for the sch team training
and one has got to know how much being in the sch team means to me

erm
played maple most of the time
beginning to feel the sian ness
although my fire mage can semi consistently OHKO wild boars
either with fire arrow or magic claw
the point is
i just want to get my fire mage
up till lvl 120
its just totally awesome
the things that they can do
but the point is
i never made it past 40
not even my cleric
so right now im sticking close to the guides
im only familiar with victoria island
once i went to ossyria i was damn lost
couldnt find my way out
luckily thank god, allah, guanyin whoever might be up there
hidden street is there
muahaha
i love that site
well other than the fact that it doesnt offer guides
doesnt matter that much anyway
and today is my neighbours wedding day
wow
she lost A LOT of weight
and from what my mum told me
she ran everyday before she goes to work
she's like a model for some slimming centre
the before and after is totally... wow
but im sure she didnt go for slimming programmes

went to the orchard parade hotel i think
and the place is like
i dont know why
but everytime i go for wedding dinners
i always get into the mood to think about my future
as in
my own wedding dinner
lol
maybe its the atmosphere?
at the same time
i think ive grown a bit since the last wedding dinner
which i dont remember when
why
cause i start to look at girls
serious
its not something pervertic or whatever you girls wanna call it
last time i was like
got to eat more
now the food dont seem more of a priority
i couldnt care less if there were only 3 dishes
maybe its the people
cause all those people are people i dont know
not like relatives' wedding dinner
where you know everyone
well almost
its the same faces everytime
except as time passes by
you dont get to see some faces anymore
some are just busy and some ... just dont exist anymore
you get what i mean
and seriously
who would consider a relationship with your cousin or whatever
no right
i dont know why but its sort of incest to me
to be liking someone from your family

maybe ive just gone crazy
that day during training
there were 2 girls
one of them were not bad
and i was like
eh, ask them to play with us leh
then my friend went
eee, bian tai
and i was like what the
he say you wanna play with them just to touch them
--'
whoever said anything about touching them?
i just wanna interact
see if there's potential gf in them
the qualities
you know what i mean

and probably this haircut has made me sort of overconfident
during the wedding dinner
i was like
looking around seeing if any gals are looking at me
now thats crazy right
but its true
i was hoping gals would look over

haiz
tml is friday liao
2 wks to mid yrs
i cant wait to start mugging
h3 maths and physics
well my grp of friends are all aiming for h3
and thats cause i want everyone to be
i asked them to aim for it
muahaha
i hope that sort of ensure we all promote for j2
cause if i dont
i think i can just go commit suicide or start working and live my dreams
which would be very difficult if i dont complete university

i wanna get rich
find a sweet loving gf
buy a car
get married
buy a house
dont have to be too big
a 4 or 5 room would be good
condo or private properties can come later
settle down
have kids
the rest can wait

but before i get rich
i wanna have a laptop
2 desktops
digicam
(i find i dont have enough pictures reason being not photogenic)

and now
i say wow
from one topic i link to another
and another

well okie thats all folks