I thought i had improved.
but the fact remains that i've actually de-improved
why?
why is it happening?
what is happening?

no doubt my dribbling and 'qie' has improved
but what happened to my shooting?
how come everytime i just got the feel
it just goes away?
what am i gonna do as a shooter?
i feel totally redundant

was damn pissed today
first when i went to court
kena hit my ball in the face
den during full court
i see someone damn solo...

why isit that he is such a solo babe?
and why isit i cant stand people who are solo babes?
I know i sometimes am solo...
but it is normal for people to be solo SOMETIMES !
not all the time...
i totally hate selfish people...


all i wanted was a good game
and none could give it to me...
fooling around...
furthermore
there was no training...
raining in the morning
stupid rain...
had to change place to tampines to play ball...


and suddenly...
i feel like im getting so emotional...

why? why? why?


easily angry, easily happy, easily sad, easily depressed

whats this?
pms ah..

next week's napha

and im all prepared to fail...
cant do no pullups...
cant run 2.4..
cant do shuttle run...

the only thing i can do i sit and reach...
but im seriously getting less and less flexible...


shit
and i still owe my econs teacher 4 mindmaps...
Demand and supply
elasticites of demand and supply
cost of production and something else...

feel like i cant keep up...

"Maybe one day we'll wake up and this will all just be a dream"

part of Mockingbird...

Wished that the above is true...

NOw ill stay back in sch do my fitness routine and study until 8...
everyday...
gambatea...


thats all folks...