decided not to put the title anymore
cause theres no meaning to it ...


hmm...
i think its been like a week since i posted...

well what can i say
life isnt what it seems to be...

its so complicated but i want it to be simple
and when you are simple...
people take advantage and make things complicated...

ok erm..
been playing ball like almost everyday
now i know why i havent been improving

cause i played everyday...
i dont know why... but
it seems better to be left alone for sometime before i touch the ball..
been trying out my left hand...
seems to be catching up with my right...
haha...


anyway...
been failing and failing test all year long..
dont know why...
but i think its time to buck up...
must concentrate...


i think sometimes why i havent been able to do well is cause
im taking it too personally...
ever heard of the glass?
hold it too tightly and it breaks
hold it too loosely and it slips..
either way... its gonna hurt...


i think i did well last sat...
more teamworking me...
becoming more of a point guard...
but...
thats not what i have in mind
i want to be able to take up every position in the court
lol...
but biological constraints remains
and that leaves me out of the centre position



now i dont really know what im blogging about...
cause it doesnt make sense to me anymore...
oh...
almost forgot..
took the napfa last week
did i mention this?
dun remember...
but anyway
passed everything with at least a D... except for pullups
dont know why i can do push ups but i cant do pullups..
whilst some people can do pullups but cant do pushups...
anyway...
i dont think that thats an excuse for me to not do pullups
yup
i must be able to do everything
and be able to do everything WELL
rightie...


hm...
what else.
i think thats all
thats all folks...