in a blink of an eye
2005 is almost over
i've been around everywhere
and everyone is talking about what
they've done this year

I think its a good thing
and so here i am to
to....
to...
to talk about it...


basically...
2005
has been a bad year
failed my english
failed my black belt grading
chose a wrong course in poly
rejected 2x

those are quite the major setbacks


but there's always a good side to everything

met some good friends
-the s18 ppl
-my basketball teammates
yup...
meeting her (most impt)
being able to finally tell her
won 2 medals
slimmed down some more


theres one more
dont know whether its good or not
being more emotional

I dunno
i laugh more and i get upset more this year
i used to be those ppl who couldn't find a reason to laugh
and one of those ppl who were stone... couldnt get upset


then there's my blog...
im proud of it
and there's my buddy junming to
confide everything...
thanks bud...

and god...
ive got a low paying job...
but its a job
even tho it means
facing bloody kids
and irritating parents


ive understood politics
all that backstabbing ...


ive payed dearly for my job
having dinner at 1 am
being almost debarred from exams
neglecting studies


these few days ...
i've thought of quitting
cuz of her
cuz of the politics
cuz of the pay
cuz of the consequences

but im too much a p2p person to
quit my job
i cant leave my buddy
i cant be irresponsible and tell sir i wanna stop
i cant bear to spend a day without seeing her

hey
thats the reason why i want to go jc
ppl in poly are so brand based
look based
whatever based
im a poor man's son...
in jc ...
everyone wears a uniform
looks doesnt matter that much
(it does... but not so much as in poly)
in jc... ppl know ppl from other classes
like friends
in poly... ppl know ppl from other classes
only because... he hates/likes someone there

so there
im so made for jc
but life wants me to go poly

im made to think
but in poly...
i think ive become stupified
no offense
1st sem work... all learn before
can pass with flying colours
without studying
become too lazy to think again


this is so shitty !
if life was a game...
i would quit now
leave everything behind
but a restart button wouldnt be so bad either


hmm...
resolution for 2006?
i dunno
i've never made any new year resolutions
Hopefully...
i can wake up from this eternal slumber
be more hardworking
say no to com

thats about all
yup
thats all folks...

The old one...
the person take down the image ler so cannot use...
and the music wasnt really working


so i went to find a new blogskin...
and i foundthis one...
cute cartoons...
a bright layout...
as compared to the
"it lead me nowhere"
which had a darker theme...


meanwhile i would like to say first
this change of blogskin
signifies nothing
but then again
im not so sure myself


eh... i know this a bit girlie
but... i too lazy to change the font colour
and besides
the font color matches...
so there...
1 stone kill 2 birds


haiz...
she didnt appear for the last 2 days
is she avoiding me?
maybe i shouldn't have tried to avoid her on tues
haiz
why do i still care so much?


thats all folks...

Haiz...
so long since I've blogged
also got no mood to blog lah

so many things liao
i also forget what happened liao lor

ah~ last week term test lah
sure fail one
i only studied one day before each test
yupyup
so probably fail


yaya...
den had a lil chat with dave
so he actually can click with me and junming one
then we like become very brother like that lor...
no one hides anything from each other

den only i realise mdm say so much about me
i sian diao lah
i help her so much
and then she tell other ppl the bad things about me
den in front of me give me those kind of face...
also dun wan to tell me whats wrong...
its kinda backstab lah

and den junming send me the song
Life's A Struggle
damn nice,,,


den saturday... christmas eve
go felicia's hse celebrate
watch chicken little
nice movie... dunno why some ppl say not nice
esp the fish...
and got one cute alien
den we exchange prezzie...
i got elizabeth one...
got some furry dog plush...
the fur damn nice...
and den we play bridge...
but i scared later no bus
den i go home first lor...
also a bit tired




and den monday got SPEX
i just go there and see what i can help out lo
since mdm ask me to go JUST IN CASE
junming say she very buay song i take dave jacket and go coach weijie...
fuck lah...
weijie ask me go coach him one lor
nabei
he still get gold leh
kpkb for what


haiz
forget it
go there waste time only...
but go do fancy kicks
like
360 turning
its like
we see other club the
instructor doing it
and den
we all do
its like
other club only the head can do
in ours so many ppl can do
haha
den
i decide to to tell her lah
i so kan chiong lah
heart beat so fast
den my mind blank
sian diao
like a bit of a wrong move...
den we take padding head gear back to TS
and den go back to tampines
den they go eat foodcourt
den they go play pool
but she didnt go
den i send her back lo
den we wait until sherman got off den i talk
den i ask her how she feel...
and her replies are clear cut rejection lah
i dunno lah
when she said what she said, i wasn't like unhapppy
i was more of numb...
den its like... not me
suddenly walk so slow
take bus home...
thinking about what had happened
er...
thats all folks....

Only got 2 hrs of sleep in 48 hrs...
Training for the iron man contest
jkjk

furthermore fri didnt take class
yahoo ~
is training for the spex
haha
this sun wor
and first round is zhenhong
haha
that is if he wins his first round
but I have confidence in him ~
haha
go home play maple
cuz zhenhong ask me to play
wah lau
i tell you
mapl is a big disaster sia
first time
i create character and invested in wrong attributes
den another character which successfully made it to being a wizard
but I chose the wrong skills...
now I doing the third character called "threetimes" haha
hopefully there wont be any mistakes... haha...

thats all folks...

Wah this week ahz...
mon, tues, wed not at home
Mon is go to the s18 bbq
But before that got take class
Wah lau~
totally pissed off lah
take warmup
then leonard interrupt
I damn buay song
Not giving me respect and face ~
Den later Leonard ask them to do some stamina training
the kids there also not putting in effort
I even more buay song
ask the last row to repeat
den leonard cancel my order
Nabei ~
That was carrying it too far
I so angry i kicked the rubbish cover
If i could have someone to spar that nite
that person would have died a horrible death
haha
Den go to the chalet..
Almost missed the bus lah ~
I was taking class
then mielin or elizabeth msg me saying last bus 1015
den i see my hp 10 liao
scared cannot make it
haha
but actually i reached there in about
10 mins?
haha
Den go the chalet
Go there the place so big
haha
Den i dunno how to get to the terrace D
Lucky got one janitor come and ask the people in the swimming pool to get out
Den i ask him to guide me there
haha
reached there
got roy, mielin, clement and elizabeth
same people
haha
No, no offense meant
I think they were playing mahjong
haha
played a few rounds
Very suay
keep losing
but got a few rounds win.. I think the last one i zi mo
haha
but damn hungry
then mielin go cook
For elizabeth and me
haha
Then i say she today very pretty
haha
I meant it.
But i would think everyone thought I was being sarcastic
woo ~
the noodles were quite nice ...
haha
Theres nothing that doesnt taste nice to a starving man
haha
then tuesday got java quiz or what
but i knew nothing about the new java things
But luckily got photocopy judy's notes that day
so got thing to refer to
but then i still didn't know how to answer most of the things
haha
I sian ler
then go and bath
haha
I didn't really like it
I mean
After you get used to the one at home
the chalet one's seems a bit lousy
but it was quite good for a chalet...
den everyone tired and den go and sleep
haha
the bed although good
but compare to my
sweet, soft, (add adjective here) bed
haha
den at nite the room suddenly very cold
is either I sleeping never notice
or I fan ying chi dun
haha
Roy came to wake me up 2x
haha
thanks a lot buddy
den go school
I really cannot take it
haha
very sleepy
but cannot sleep
I hope it makes sense to readers
haha
den at nite got InfernoZ bbq
haha
but before that got class again
That plalce arh
the parents all kpkb
say what safety stuff and shit
As I look the oldest among the 3
I hope
or maybe I looked like a good target to shoot at
dey all come and flood me
I came that time already in the sian sian mood ler
so I didn't really take part in the activity lah
everything what to do then just ask leonard lor
haha
This way, I wont get pissed
Wah ~ we were so into teaching
we mis q the time
lucky i've got a better sense of time
haha
den take taxi back to central
go there talk a while den go interchange
i take 10 to shiqi house
although I've been to his house a few times
I wasn't sure how to get there
especially it was all dark
den I walk and walk and walk
but cannot find his house
although shiqi did tell me his house number
I didn't really go and look for the number
I was trying to reach there by reecognising the house
and guess what?
I went pass his house a few times...
-.-'
haha
finally reached there
and when i got to the roof
i straight away chiong the food
haha
den shiqi tell me they just started
And if i'm not wrong
the itinery(spelling) said they were going to have the bbq at 7
I think i reached there ard 10:30
lol
what were they doing sia
den chiong and chiong and chiong
until everyone stop bbqing
then i go and bbq the food
allthough i dunno whether cooked or not
i just gave them the satay
i dagai dagai only
haha
den drank lotsa gassy drinks
den
went to shiqi's room to watch "coach carter"
but then
shiqi told me he was going to watch saw
actually i didnt mind
I just cannot accept ghosty features like
bodiless head, sadako type, and all the funny creepy faces
and especially the staring type long hair ghost
and from what i hear from xianglong the last bbq
poh organised for pengloong and yongting bdae
there were a few scenes that had blood and gore
haha
den in the end the dvd couldn't play
den they wanted to watch the ring 2
but ding xuan same as me
they bluffed that they watch jurassic park 3
and i saw them put the cd inside
what i meant was
put the ring 2 cd inside the jurassic park holder or whatever
wah lau
luckily eric playing dota
haha i was like covering my ears while watching him play
haha
while doing ma bu worz
cuz no chair
den in the end
they see dx like crying liddat
haha
den stop
watch deuce bigalo
haha
funny sia the movie
keke
den all go up sleep
but derek and some guy occupied the beds
so we had to sleep on the floor
den I wanted to sleep
but my stomach was grumbling
den i decide to go shower
wah
had a rough time in the toilet
and some idiot sprayed water onto the toilet roll
haha
den i slowly enjoy my bath like i always do
haha
until kimyip knocked on the door
haha
he told me I took a long time
I knew I did
I think about 40?
half toilet half bath
haha
den he say he too scared to go down cuz too dark
haha
I go up to the roof
then derrick, merith, zhenyao washing the place...
cuz we hadn't cleaned up the place after we used it
sensible kids they are...
I just went up cuz i just bathed, to dry my hair and I couldnt sleep anyway
then wait for them to finish
den they played bridge
wah
I was suprised these kids know bridge
I was like so ashamed lah
I only knew how to play bridge this year
and they were saying like 'of course i would know'
haha
played until about 4?
den go sleep
next morning
I totally skipped my morning lessons
den i went home to prepare for my jap presentation
den my mum call me
ask me call my father
den he ask me whether I didn't go to sch for 5 days
I was like what the?
I went to every schooling day
den he wanted me to stop tkd
i was too tired to argue...
i was like orh, orh, orh all the way
den I reached home read the letter
tp sent to my home
wah lau~
almost debarred from exams lah
den that day also never attend yet another lesson of tcs
I think its the 5th
out of 7
den i see
i panic sia
but i went on to do my Udon presentation
haha
actually that day got stay back and do the ifc thing
but I sian
wanna faster chao from sch
den I go home pack the things i need and go for the bbq ler
erm
this bbq is the same chalet as the mon one
haha
I reach pasir ris a bit lor
just nice miss the shuttle bus
then roy called and ask me to buy fishballs and some soft drinks
haha
den went outside to wait for the next shuttle bus which was 1 hr from the previous shuttle
den i met seng kiong
haha
he told me he was clement's friend
and he said clement said taking taxi would be faster
I was like ~
'You know I know you?'
why so formal sia ~
haha
den go there abt $4.50
but i no small change and ask sk to pay first
but i didnt get back what i paid for the things and
forgot to pay sengkiong
paiseh ~
reached there also no gals
only roy, clement and jiehui
haha
den clement ask me why i bought this type of fishball
I was like...
shouldn't it be this one?
haha
Den i say
nvm
let us be the first to use this type of fishball
haha
den later when the gals came back and had started the bbq proper...
seng kiong and i jio them go play bball
wah
the rim so low i could dunk
well if i could dunk
you should be able to get a picture of how low it was
haha
den seng kiong wanted me to try alleyhoop
but i keep missing
sorry bro... it was my fault i couldnt get any ball in
haha
later sk had to leave
i think he had another chalet or wad lah
den left me and 4 gals
felicia, mielin, wenchien and roy's sister
at first play 3 v 2
so much easier
den later I dunno what i say
den they want 4 v 1
i tell you
playing with these gals are not easy
firstly
cannot play rough
den so many of them guarding
haha
but i still got the first ball in wor
haha
den they all tired
normally.. this would have been too short for me
but they all want to go back to the chalet
then i also bo pian
wah ~
shiok shiok
they bbqed already
haha
den later
go in play mahjong
haha
i won all 4 rounds
haha
beginner's luck sia
den elizabeth came in and ask me go buy drink
i also sian
pull the mahjong table people go and buy wid me
haha
wah
the drinks
2.50 each
damn...
haha
den wenchien go buy beer
this was the first time i took so much beer
haha
come back open the beer and pour into the mugs
haha
den wanted a yam seng
den only clement shouting
haha
so funny
den got all the talks about being drunk and stuff
den we all go back in and play somemore
caiqi was learning...
wah...
ever since she joined the game
i couldn't win
all is missing one or 2 tiles that type
sian half
haha
den they play truth or dare
i tio 2x
the first question wasn't so bad
but the 2nd question
wah lau ~
i shouldnt have answered it lor
but i didn't want to do the dare also
so no choice
den mentioned caiqi's name
I think she's gonna shun me for a long time ler ~
den i really cannot take it ler
go sleep
den
next day
clement woke me up 2x
jaja
sounds familiar?
den go sch... nothing much happened that day lah
den fri
wah lau
2 test
maths was easy
but bnt i think i flung
totally no concept
den i faster go home
den go swimming
wah
today first time swim 20 laps
i hope i burned some fats
den go take class
today quite lucky didn't have the pesky white belts
haha


thats all folks ...

Oh man...
yesterday my mom
put my uniform in the washing machine
den cannot use
haha
but in bball training
also went late
cause my father dont sending me there
and i sian
dun wanna wake up
reached there about 10
haha
nothing much to it lah
then at the last part play a 4 v 4
den our grp use set play
the teamwork there
but the scoring not there
damn
keep missing all the shots
its all boing out one somemore
I see ler so pek chek
haha
den we go pp eat dessert
haha
only 2 lucky souls were there
to cope from the very rare event
me eating lunch
but it also cannot count as lunch
cause its ice kachang
keke
den jlo forgot his shoebag
haha
go back with him and take
den he the day before forgot his racket
den go katong wid him and take back
den i need to go to ts
i know 13 go there but
i dun wanna go there from eunos
den i go wid jlo back to his house
there go 13...
haha
that guy going turkey for
dunno how many days
i think is 10
den 13 also come very fast
go also very fast
I think ard 30 mins?
I dunno
from ard bedok to lavender
thats fast lor
heh
i go also nvr do anything
cause gee pants also dun have
den see them spar...
I see i also want to spar
but haha
sir there...
Quite restrictive
den they after class go to serangoon there
i just follow lor
nth to do anyway
go there
den got mayflower ppl there learning aerobic
I sometimes get very jealous lah
they all get to learn
and i dont
cause mdm keep asking me to take the white belts
or and white line
I think is inconfidence in me lah
frustrating job i tell you
den there got sparring
wow
shixiang is damn pro lah
kill so many ppl
and zhen hong got injured
while fighting shixiang of course
haha
he limped all the way back
oh did i mention
he lost his wallet
godz
last week was zhenghsin
somethings happening
lol
den the bus back to tampines was quite smooth lah
den go and eat
I figure im eating faster and faster
den take cab home
share with peiyi, leonard and daphne
godz
stupid lil kids
flagging for a cab at the junction?
den they walk from one end to another to another
and finally when i spoke up and walked to the other side
straight away got taxi
they all squeeze behind
no choice i take front seat
kaoz
banged my head on the taxi
and they all laugh until siao
initially i wanted to alight at the same place as
daphne
but i see the time so late ler
i also sian ji bua
then tell her say i go home straight
haha
9 dollars sia
den
today weighin
supposed to wake up at 7
but drag until 730
den eat breakfast and stuff
750
go there 810 or 815
almost missed the bus
4 dollars for the trip there worz
den go there take weight
kaoz
67.7 kg liao
gained 1.1 kg
gotta lose it man
haha
den while waiting for the bus
we go eat
haha
i eat a da pao and a charsiew pao
then
leonard gave me almost half his plate of fried rice
erm
zhenhong's soup and a fish ball
chelsea's half a prata
junming's 1/3 coke
free ~
But im still hungry
hah
den wait for the bus
initially mdm say 11
den sir say 1130
we wait until die ler also have come yet
den we take cab
but i thought 3 person take cab still very ex
den asked chelsea to come along
haha
she sec 4 sia
kan bu chu
den all the way back to tamp
talk about chelsea
haha
she say, what her parents liverpool, her brother arsenal
crapz ~
but who knows, it might be true
haha
come back
go challenger accompany junming
buy keyboard
he play 02 jam until his keyboard spoil haha
den felman choose cd-r
all the last cds is so scratched or whatever lah
damaged
haha
den go back
reach chiong to bed ler
sibei tired
woke up ard 4
den linger awhile
den go and run
wow
today
i ran the most in my life
haha
i think ard 7 or 8 km
from my house
its one end of the connector
run to the other end
den cross the overhead bridge
run the next park connector
to the end of it
and run to bedok reservoir
haha
and run a round around it
den run back to the end of the park connector
wah
when i stop...
feel so strange sia
its like my body's telling me not to stop
even when i walk...
it feels like im running
and now
ladies and gentleman
its called momentum
lol
jkjk
actually i dunno lah
haha
walk all the way back home
cause when i tried to run again
my soles hurt big time
den eat dinner
and went out to play basketball
haha
den the pain is changed... to something not so painful
more of a tired sole kinda feeling
haha
den go home watch hong xing da jiang
i no interest one lah
no meaning to me haha
this week is going to be very tiring man
mon got chalet
tues got bball camp
wed go bbq
haha
thats all folks ...