I actually managed to wake up today
But still I chose to skip lectures...
then go tm popular
but ink catridge and the harry potter book
den go school
wow
I think theres improvement on my part wor ~
go there have ifc lecture
i tot today dun have
haha... forgot to bring
den after that is the jtp
wow
today i actually understood what i was doing
and finished first...
not that it matters
but from the downs of the past 3 weeks
I could finally rise up
haha
den got maths tutorial
after that go itas eat
wow ~
only i ate chicken rice
and it was after yesterday's dinner of chicken rice wor
haha
i siao liao
den go home
take a quick bath and go out ler
heng sia
i on time
but we waited too long for the 81
till the pt where leonard say he treat us to take taxi
to the place we going to teach
haha
the students all late sia
haha
den mdm say the poom there all attitude
but today like alright leh ~
maybe its because of me haha
den after class
got one parent come and talk to me
say what need certified instructor
and all the rubbish
although i calm
but it really screwed the rest of my day
I come home talk to junming on msn
den we talk about how we can improve our class
haiz den to the point when we mentioned
the black belt grading
I dunno why but I cried
Probably because I remember how i took it
or maybe because i talked about my parents
I think im kinda failure
I dui bu qi my parents
Fail english... go poly
retake eng and phys paper
fail black belt grading
retake...
Its not like my parents are the richest folks around
My father earn only enough to sustain the family at the minimal

I think those two points are
the sadest moments of my life
and they still live in me
cant forget them

I think i now know ler
maybe because i was
telling something so personal

hiya
ren nan zhuo
zhuo nan ren
Sometimes before I do something
i also have to think before i do
Too much pride
too much thought...

thats all folks...